Have you ever liked some one so much you were afraid to breathe, to talk or even look into their eyes. I find it a physical challenge, to me to look into his eyes, when I do, I feel like I am looking forever, lost in time, just looking into his eyes. Maybe I am afraid he will see something he would not like, such as my past, the present or maybe even our future together.
I want him not only to see wonderful things in my eyes also my heart, but I meant every word I just said, I want him. So I try to improve upon my self every day. I hope though, I am doing this for the good and not the evil inside of me. As I wait and bide my time until it is my turn for life to have its fun with me, I am going to sit back and watch everyone and everything that happens around us.